DUECES!
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Im off this blog n on to to the next thing. Bye blogspot, Hello tumblr!
here is my new "blog" http://gloriify.tumblr.com/
DUECES!
DUECES!
Friday, April 22, 2011
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
I stare at my reflection in the mirror, Why am I doin this to myself?
Its time Helia , Its time to realize it, I understand that ur scared but you have to. Its okey not to be okey, im gonna be with thru it all. Its time...
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Dear life I know that you are a bitch but you & I will become friends pretty soon
oh wow...this is the third day that ive been wide awake thinking
that means ive been awake for 72 hours, 4320 minutes & 259 200 seconds just thinking...thinking bout why ive lost the grip of life...or is it life that has lost its grip on me? & a lot of other questions thats been going through my mind on and on on again but I dont seem to find the answers. Seriously I feel sorry for my brain cells cause my head is really not a good place to be at right now.
in life u make mistakes, u mess up but after a while u recover n get back on track but this time its seems like I can never find the way back to my old-self again, like ive been mentally abused, like im searching for my soul that ive lost... I simply feel empty. I try to fight it everyday tho, i put a smile on my face & try to forget it n think bout other stuff that makes me happy but it just dosent work, yea of course it works on people around me they think everything is fine just because u have that happy face on n not seeing the royal rumble match that is going on in ur head.
Im learning tho, ive learned something new everyday. One of the important things that ive learned during this time was that people WILL let u down, yes, im talking bout those who sit down n listen to ur story n act like they care but when u finally need them they are nowhere but in their own selfish world not giving a damn. Its hard to believe it i know but trust me on this one.
How ever ive been fighting my own battle with life for a while now & I will continue with it everyday. I still have faith in myself and I know that I will make through this phase or I have to cause life is 2 short & u should be nothing but happy during this beautiful struggle called "Life".
P.S Dont get fooled by my fake smile ;)
that means ive been awake for 72 hours, 4320 minutes & 259 200 seconds just thinking...thinking bout why ive lost the grip of life...or is it life that has lost its grip on me? & a lot of other questions thats been going through my mind on and on on again but I dont seem to find the answers. Seriously I feel sorry for my brain cells cause my head is really not a good place to be at right now.
in life u make mistakes, u mess up but after a while u recover n get back on track but this time its seems like I can never find the way back to my old-self again, like ive been mentally abused, like im searching for my soul that ive lost... I simply feel empty. I try to fight it everyday tho, i put a smile on my face & try to forget it n think bout other stuff that makes me happy but it just dosent work, yea of course it works on people around me they think everything is fine just because u have that happy face on n not seeing the royal rumble match that is going on in ur head.
Im learning tho, ive learned something new everyday. One of the important things that ive learned during this time was that people WILL let u down, yes, im talking bout those who sit down n listen to ur story n act like they care but when u finally need them they are nowhere but in their own selfish world not giving a damn. Its hard to believe it i know but trust me on this one.
How ever ive been fighting my own battle with life for a while now & I will continue with it everyday. I still have faith in myself and I know that I will make through this phase or I have to cause life is 2 short & u should be nothing but happy during this beautiful struggle called "Life".
P.S Dont get fooled by my fake smile ;)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. The girl who always laughed, cried. The girl that never stopped trying, finally gave up.
She dropped her fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered to herself "I cant do this anymore"
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Life, You, Me & The World
Another sleepless night... Another night of holding my phone in my hand waiting for something... Mind is gone, soul is lost, heart is hurt, cheeks are wet...
Im in the zone but my heart is somewhere else, they say everything will be fine by time but my clock is not ticking...
parents getting divorced, so am the blame, grades are going down cause my head is not in it...
Friends you thought you could count on act like complete strangers now.
The one you gave you're heart to just doesn't care no more...
and the one you try to prove urself to got another point of view of who you really are.
Am I drowning in the ocean of life ?
Or is it just a bad phase?
Should I let the time tell?
Or is the solution hiding for me?
Im in the zone but my heart is somewhere else, they say everything will be fine by time but my clock is not ticking...
parents getting divorced, so am the blame, grades are going down cause my head is not in it...
Friends you thought you could count on act like complete strangers now.
The one you gave you're heart to just doesn't care no more...
and the one you try to prove urself to got another point of view of who you really are.
Am I drowning in the ocean of life ?
Or is it just a bad phase?
Should I let the time tell?
Or is the solution hiding for me?
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
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